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I want my regular life back. The one where I have friends I can trust fully, and the term “family” actually means something. I was happy before. So, so happy. That was a year ago. It’s finally returning, that lost happiness.
She was drowning with rocks around her feet
and the world stood by in lifeboats
asking why she couldn’t walk
Bright, gleaming radiance
The warmth of being loved and cherished
Steady heartbeats, no need to rush
Yet life accelerated forward fast
Holding my hand, walking me there
“You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.” He sang.
Warmth coated my young, eager face
I was elated.
Misery hides behind a curtain
Or some breathe it among the air
Never touched or coating in lungs
Slowly, I felt frost.
The gentle grass gathers around me
Hugging me still as I sat, staring
Like a deer in the headlights
Memories sadden me.
I feel solivagant
The ambiance is quiet. The sky is ineffable
The stone is carved in front of me.
I take a deep breath and sing quietly.
“You are my sunshine…my only sunshine…you make me happy when skies are grey…you’ll never know dear, how much I love you. Please don’t take my sunshine away….”
God took my sunshine away.