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Posted: 519.9 hours ago
irlyandere: Been waiting a year to post this.
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Posted: 526.0 hours ago
3a0: October 23rd, 2015 What is it that you seek? When you see the leaves Fade from green, And fall, Is it different than your dream? Why do you refuse to change? When the air turns cold, You will have no choice. You will fall. And fall,
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Posted: 526.1 hours ago
3a0: February 1st, 2016 4:38 a.m. sometimes, late at night, the sky floods us, with iridescent light. time seems to fray. standing in place, life escapes, everything is glowing. sometimes, late at night, i look up at the sky, and ask myself is this what its like to die? give me back to the light. laying down, under clouds, thoughts are slowly flowing. something about this cold weather is warming,
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Posted: 526.3 hours ago
3a0: November 14th, 2014 today is black and white. my home is empty. my body is empty. winters embrace. creaking walls. a tree that sways like the days. everything is here, but the leaves are gone. warmth is found within the wool. unsorted books. frozen clocks. a fire place with the charred remains of the nights. smoke lingers, but there is still no fire. cold is held in by the cotton. the kettle has come to a boil, and these fabrics have been stitched together. memories are covered by this blanket. Shiver.
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Posted: 526.4 hours ago
3a0: December 1st, 2015 oddly enough, i’m lost in these memories. for some reason, i’m talking backwards. no one else seems to care, i only get empty stares. i’m crazy. oddly enough, my head is spinning, my heart is beating faster, and i can’t think straight.
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Posted: 526.4 hours ago
3a0: September 26th, 2015 the cracks in the street, the faded paint in the parking lot, the flowers outside the grocery store. everywhere you go is the same
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Posted: 526.4 hours ago
3a0: August 9th, 2015 I feel ridiculously alone. Not at night, or in the morning. It is at its worst, Mid day, when the sun is high, And my hopes are low. My head is sunken in. All through the night.
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Posted: 526.5 hours ago
3a0: June 11th, 2015| Through A Screen Seeing through a screen I can see its you and me Summers scorching heat
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Posted: 526.5 hours ago
3a0: November 3rd, 2015 different paths, to distant places. different city, with all new faces. you carry yourself, and all your weight. but for some reason, you can’t escape. its not the place, its what you make. in the end, its you that must change. or everything will stay the same
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Posted: 526.6 hours ago
3a0: January 6th, 2015 i am so happy, i am so lonely, i just want you to love me, i am so dizzy. falling back on the bed, the thought of you slows me. please, please, please, hold me. when the spinning stops, and the blood returns to my head, will you help me see straight? when the spinning stops, and i finnally catch my breath, will you pull me up? laying down on the bed, the thought of you beholds me. please, please, please, say you still know me. i am so blissful, i am so lost, i know you will never love me, i am always dizzy, wishful thinking, forever spinning, always sinning, curse this self loathing.