koricachet



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koricachet
Posted: 186.4 hours ago
Now, when it comes to love I was always the clueless one. I always call that shit gay. I grew up not really getting to first hand see a happy couple. My parents always fought and been separated for as long as I can remember. This caused my parents to pick favorite kids. I was my father’s and Taj was my mother’s. I was spoiled rotten. Never really got told no. I enjoyed it while I was younger, but as I got older I didn’t really see the purpose of not fighting for anything. This kinda affected my social behavior. I always more to myself. I had like 3 friends that I genuinely enjoyed being around. I never liked leaving my house and going out. But the spoiled Kori wasn’t someone I wanted to always be. I wanted to be treated like normal. So instead of be under my parents, I switched to my little brother. I would always stay with my brother because I knew he would never leave me. Even up to high school, my little brother was always my first priority. Cause I knew he was always be there for me. I also (and still do) had a bad view of myself. I never really saw a pretty or cool or enjoyable person. I was honestly just a empty person. I felt as if I was just a waste of space. I had the impression in my head that relationship are really a joke and cause more stress than I could ever handle. I also saw myself as the type of person that would continually be used by any and everyone. But when I met Keneshia Wright, she actually completely changed my view on everything. At first it was terrible. I would wonder ‘what the hell this female sees in me?” I didn’t think I was cute or anything. But she was very persistent. Even though she was in a while ass relationship with we all know whom (hey girl 💁🏽‍♀️), I still appreciated the fact that I was getting some type of attention. When I decided to come up to buffalo for school, I did because I started to trust Keneshia. I don’t trust anyone but my family and like 3 friends. So to be 8 hours away from everyone I put my everything into to be with someone I was just talking to over the phone was a big step for me. But it was one of the best. We made everything work. She saved me multiple times when I was shit drunk, or when I was lonely. She showed my everything around campus and even buffalo. She made my freshman year perfect. Even my sophomore year (even though it was the most stressful year into my life), it was amazing cause I had the love of my life by my side. She would stay and make sure my best friend was okay, AKA my dog. Everyone knows that dog is my pride and joy. I introduced my mother AND father to her. Only a couple of people know my mother, even less know my father. I’d take my brother out with her. I was able to completely be open with her. She was everything and everyone I ever wanted. But I never took the time out to appreciate what I had. Now I am bi polar. I’m not saying that to seem as if I am that average crazy chick that everyone wants. No, I have a serious mental issue that I absolutely hate. I wish I could get rid of it, but it haunts me every day. I let it take control of my life. My drinking increased, I cannot sleep at normal hours, I don’t like be outside. I wanted to slap everyone that looked at me. I couldn’t stand talking to people. I even stopped taking to my friends as much as I used to. But the one person that always could come near me was Keneshia. I adored her as if she was a god or something. She made me so happy. But I don’t know how to say sorry when I do something wrong. I kept letting her down. I didn’t realize how good she was to me. I kept disrespecting her and calling her out her name. But when I happened, I wouldn’t know cause I would black out when I’m mad. I kept talking to people I knew wanted me as more than a friend, but since I didn’t see myself as a someone that would have people interested in her, I kept speaking to them without seeing how it was disrespectful. But she kept forgiving me. But I kept doing it. And she finally got tired of me. I’m not usually the one to apologize for anything, cause as I said I was spoiled rotten, and never had to deal with it. But today I just wanted to take the time out to apologize for all the bullshit I’ve put Keneshia through. She really is the first person I’ve ever been in love with. Now anyone can say it’s a phase, but I know what true to me. I’ve never felt the way this way about anyone else. I’m a fuck up, I understand that. But I just need you to understand I know what I messed up know. I’m sad, and I’m hurt. But I can’t keep bringing people down with me. I need to fix myself because I don’t wanna hurt anyone else. No one deserves it. But I do wanna say that Keneshia still has my heart. Now I’m not asking for her to take me back and forget everything that has happened, but just to take the time out to read this, cause I had a lot of things I had to get off my chest. I’m so sorry for how things turned out and I take complete blame for it. I apologize and I love you so much. You mean the world to me and you deserve nothing but the best. If we do get together again, I would be the happiest person in the world. But even if you find someone that makes you happy again, I’ll still be happy. Love you so much babes. -Kori.
#kw #y’all don’t have to read it #just had to get it out
koricachet
Posted: 208.9 hours ago
Now, when it comes to love I was always the clueless one. I always call that shit gay. I grew up not really getting to first hand see a happy couple. My parents always fought and been separated for as long as I can remember. This caused my parents to pick favorite kids. I was my father’s and Taj was my mother’s. I was spoiled rotten. Never really got told no. I enjoyed it while I was younger, but as I got older I didn’t really see the purpose of not fighting for anything. This kinda affected my social behavior. I always more to myself. I had like 3 friends that I genuinely enjoyed being around. I never liked leaving my house and going out. But the spoiled Kori wasn’t someone I wanted to always be. I wanted to be treated like normal. So instead of be under my parents, I switched to my little brother. I would always stay with my brother because I knew he would never leave me. Even up to high school, my little brother was always my first priority. Cause I knew he was always be there for me. I also (and still do) had a bad view of myself. I never really saw a pretty or cool or enjoyable person. I was honestly just a empty person. I felt as if I was just a waste of space. I had the impression in my head that relationship are really a joke and cause more stress than I could ever handle. I also saw myself as the type of person that would continually be used by any and everyone. But when I met Keneshia Wright, she actually completely changed my view on everything. At first it was terrible. I would wonder ‘what the hell this female sees in me?” I didn’t think I was cute or anything. But she was very persistent. Even though she was in a while ass relationship with we all know whom (hey girl 💁🏽‍♀️), I still appreciated the fact that I was getting some type of attention. When I decided to come up to buffalo for school, I did because I started to trust Keneshia. I don’t trust anyone but my family and like 3 friends. So to be 8 hours away from everyone I put my everything into to be with someone I was just talking to over the phone was a big step for me. But it was one of the best. We made everything work. She saved me multiple times when I was shit drunk, or when I was lonely. She showed my everything around campus and even buffalo. She made my freshman year perfect. Even my sophomore year (even though it was the most stressful year into my life), it was amazing cause I had the love of my life by my side. She would stay and make sure my best friend was okay, AKA my dog. Everyone knows that dog is my pride and joy. I introduced my mother AND father to her. Only a couple of people know my mother, even less know my father. I’d take my brother out with her. I was able to completely be open with her. She was everything and everyone I ever wanted. But I never took the time out to appreciate what I had. Now I am bi polar. I’m not saying that to seem as if I am that average crazy chick that everyone wants. No, I have a serious mental issue that I absolutely hate. I wish I could get rid of it, but it haunts me every day. I let it take control of my life. My drinking increased, I cannot sleep at normal hours, I don’t like be outside. I wanted to slap everyone that looked at me. I couldn’t stand talking to people. I even stopped taking to my friends as much as I used to. But the one person that always could come near me was Keneshia. I adored her as if she was a god or something. She made me so happy. But I don’t know how to say sorry when I do something wrong. I kept letting her down. I didn’t realize how good she was to me. I kept disrespecting her and calling her out her name. But when I happened, I wouldn’t know cause I would black out when I’m mad. I kept talking to people I knew wanted me as more than a friend, but since I didn’t see myself as a someone that would have people interested in her, I kept speaking to them without seeing how it was disrespectful. But she kept forgiving me. But I kept doing it. And she finally got tired of me. I’m not usually the one to apologize for anything, cause as I said I was spoiled rotten, and never had to deal with it. But today I just wanted to take the time out to apologize for all the bullshit I’ve put Keneshia through. She really is the first person I’ve ever been in love with. Now anyone can say it’s a phase, but I know what true to me. I’ve never felt the way this way about anyone else. I’m a fuck up, I understand that. But I just need you to understand I know what I messed up know. I’m sad, and I’m hurt. But I can’t keep bringing people down with me. I need to fix myself because I don’t wanna hurt anyone else. No one deserves it. But I do wanna say that Keneshia still has my heart. Now I’m not asking for her to take me back and forget everything that has happened, but just to take the time out to read this, cause I had a lot of things I had to get off my chest. I’m so sorry for how things turned out and I take complete blame for it. I apologize and I love you so much. You mean the world to me and you deserve nothing but the best. If we do get together again, I would be the happiest person in the world. But even if you find someone that makes you happy again, I’ll still be happy. Love you so much babes. -Kori.
#kw #y’all don’t have to read it #just had to get it out
koricachet
Posted: 425.5 hours ago
gxatku: Tomorrow till infinity . 🐐GOATKU™
koricachet
Posted: 425.5 hours ago
weavemama: weavemama: your daily reminder that Cyntoia Brown has to spend the holidays in prison because she defended herself from being raped at age 16. a petition was created that needs about 20k more signatures in order to bring more attention regarding a clemency to the Senator of Tennessee (where she is currently imprisoned). CYNTOIA BROWN NEEDS TO BE FREED. a little more about this story for those who aren’t aware. -Cyntoia Brown is now a 29 year old woman who is in federal prison for murder. Before the murder occurred, she was forced into human trafficking by an older man named “Cutthroat” at age 16 years old. She was repeatedly raped, beaten, and drugged by dozens of men everyday. -Cyntoia has faced sexual abuse throughout her childhood being that she has been in foster homes numerous times. -In 2004, She murdered a 43 year old realtor named Johnny Allen who would sexually exploit her. There’s no doubt 16 year old who has been sexually abused multiple times by older men felt threatened at the moment. Regardless of the situation, this is rape. Let me repeat this again for the future idiots who are gonna try to defend this man. What Johnny Allen did to Cyntoia Brown is rape. She was 16, he was 43. -In 2012, Cyntoia was sentenced to life in prison. The age she’s eligible for parole? 69 years old. She is now 29. If we don’t raise hell to the government of Tennessee, this woman might not get out until another 40 years. IF she is “eligible” for parole. Here is a list of congressional and senate contact information for the State of Tennessee. From contacting congresspeople to Senators, we can bring justice to this woman. There’s also a documentary about this case.
koricachet
Posted: 480.7 hours ago
tagtra: Im fucking crying on my break why is this so funny
koricachet
Posted: 480.7 hours ago
90shiphopraprnb: Queen Latifah (1995)